true thankfulness

i want to run through the forest roaring like animal and howling at moon. i want to strike fear in the beasts that are less then me. i want to find fear in myself generated from something greater than bills, bossis, or bad traffic. i want the word survival to be at the top my to days do list. to breath, really breath. to find myself swallowed in a environment wear each breath and heartbeat is something i have earned. and find true thankfulness for every moment on earth that i strive, and continue to be.